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Suicide Methods

sinking_ship

sinking_ship

woman overboard
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#41
#41
Lacey Jones said:
Dont know if people are asleep know or some people might be like me and can't sleep during the night
I want to talk and tell you why I feel suciadal but it's hard because sometime I dont know even know why. It is a constant battle I have had since a young age . I have always carried on for the sake of other people because I feel bad leaving them behind and effecting there lives. But at the same time I am sick of fighting a battle that I can't see any hope for . Why should I live for other people . People say that it gets easier and you can get you through it . I am like a ticking time bomb just ready to try again . The slightest think can set me of. Because it's always there in my mind . <Mod Edit - Methods> It's my best freinds brithday tomorrow and I have got all her gifts I am doing my dads presents too who is amazing! But there is also alot he doesn't know about me how do I sit there and explain to him some of the stuff that has happened me when I struggle to except it myself and my other best freinds who is in September!But I fear this will be my last birthdays with them if I make it that far and if I don't I can leave there gifts and card behind for them . My dad hardly speaks to my older sister and hasn't seen her in nearly 6 years. So I feel like he is strong enough man to be able to get other my death.
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Hi Lacey. There's people from all over the world on here, though some times are quieter than others.

I'm sorry to hear you're struggling so much. But it sounds like you have people in your life who love you, and would hate it if you were gone. People don't really get over the death their child, especially from suicide. How do you think your dad would react if you told him you need help?
 
kittykatt

kittykatt

Well-Known Member
#43
#43
I, like everyone else who posted here, has gone through thoughts of wanting to end my life. The worst was on July 5th last year. The depression lasted for 3 days and then I snapped myself out of it. But wanting to end it all, is still with me. Sometimes when it gets really bad I write down my thoughts in my journal. That helps a lot. I found this website when I was researching ways to end my life. I wish I had found this website rather than the NSPL website. It would have saved me a lot of trouble last summer and fall.

Thank you for creating this website. It's a great place to let out feelings and getting support from other people who feel the same way.
 
brazilbuddy

brazilbuddy

New Member
#44
#44
I am not a native English speaker, I am using a translator.

The idea of Suicide without Pain and without causing shock especially to the family or someone who finds you is important.

I do have suicidal thoughts, and it is very difficult to deal with the emptiness of life.
 
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