Venting Spreading typegender forum

Prior to leaving the house for an appointment my day was already ruined when my type-identity got insulted- someone that is nowhere like my Ideal Self read a horror book in front of me, meaning I am the opposite of the kind of person that likes horror fiction.

By the time I arrived I wanted to spend time in Cex. < mod edit - racism > (it invalidates my typenouns- I type identify as stoic and emotionally imexpressive/unavailable) which made me burst into tears.
I am so ashamed. It is not the first time that has happened, as a result strangers pick on me for being so dramatic IT IS NOT MY TYPE IDENTITY.

Certain traits and types are to me weight gain for an anorexic, metaphorically speaking. To me personally, being so dramatic and easily triggered and open about it is the same as an anorexic that happens to be morbidly obese and as a result utterly despondent about it.

Its GENDER DYSPHORIA but more of a persons personality/behaviour/cognition than their gender or sex.

I am so disgusted with myself, extremely despondent.

I want surgery on my brain VERY VERY VERY desperately to regulate emotions and my relationship with reality- being so emotional, and also overly engaged in and responsive to my senses gives me great GENDER DYSPHORIA.

I feel extremely hopeless.

I just want everyone to see me as my Type Identity. I am indeed a fucking

SKINNY WHITE AUTISTIC TRANSGENDER TEENAGE BOY

Ppl view me as the opposite and I am suicidal because of it

I feel so archaic by naively assuming Id still feel better in an age where less people have faith in humanity, and bad because of it.
I feel so bad, so TYPE DYSPHORIC, over accidentally making issues worse for myself because I have poor control over my emotions and actions.

People can only see the person you present to them.

^ This. And you shouldn't be racist to other people just because they have different race than you

But i cant control myself though

This is why I want brain surgery. ILL FEEL WAY BETTRR AND HAPPIRR ONCR I TYPE TRANSITION

That's not an excuse to be racist. How can you expect people to accept your identity and they can't expect the same from you?

I DO NOT WANT TO BE ESFP

ACTS WUTHIUT THIBKING

I WANT BRAIN SURGERY TO INTX IFY MY BRAIN MRIRW

Sorry but brain surgery is not going to cure your attitude towards other people. You can’t expect people to accept you when you can’t even accept them. Maybe you should get some therapy to deal with your anger issues, which are clearly evident on this forum.

Everyone has struggles, but those struggles don't excuse making bigoted remarks

Snufkin, I think you know that there is not, and never will be, the kind of brain surgery you say you want. Fixating on an imaginary quick-fix brain surgery as the solution to all your problems is getting in the way of your finding some real solutions that might help, but would obviously take a lot more work.

There is no brain surgery that will fix this for you. You have to work on making changes in your own life, on your own personality and expectations.

Can we just give this person a thread called "echo chamber" to scream in? And move the thought loop there?