The thoughts are so loud. 24/7 in my head and on full volume. They tell me "Just do it. No one gonna miss you" But they are wrong. There are so many people who would miss me. I just fell in love with someone and shes giving me all i ever wanted. But still i cant help but think "What if..?" I want to do it,but i know i wont. Im scared. I don't have anything to loose except for a girl who friendzoned me. I have so many thoughts and i cant stop them..