my ideal self
-calm, soft voice. quiet but not too quiet. emotionless but not robotic.
-skinny, pale. clothes draping off his physique.
-spends much of his time playing video games, researching, drawing, or doing athletic stuff.
-thick fluffy wavy curly hair.
-detached, logical, remote. (or relatively so)
-asexual aromantic. is never sexualised, or read as someone primarily concerned with relationships.
-apathetic, nonchalant.
-minimalistic, low maintenance.
-shy, never draws attention to himself.
-nocturnal.
-somewhat absent-minded.
the more i am like that, the happier i feel.
the less i am like that, the more overwhelmed i am with distress and emotional pain.
i am triggered how someone on roblox backrooms thinks or claims to think the password is 69
it means that most ppl that like the backrooms are hoes
i do not identify as someone that goes to sleep early or finds video games boring
going to sleep early gives me brain dysphoria
not playing video games long enough gives me brain dysphoria
-calm, soft voice. quiet but not too quiet. emotionless but not robotic.
-skinny, pale. clothes draping off his physique.
-spends much of his time playing video games, researching, drawing, or doing athletic stuff.
-thick fluffy wavy curly hair.
-detached, logical, remote. (or relatively so)
-asexual aromantic. is never sexualised, or read as someone primarily concerned with relationships.
-apathetic, nonchalant.
-minimalistic, low maintenance.
-shy, never draws attention to himself.
-nocturnal.
-somewhat absent-minded.
the more i am like that, the happier i feel.
the less i am like that, the more overwhelmed i am with distress and emotional pain.
i am triggered how someone on roblox backrooms thinks or claims to think the password is 69
it means that most ppl that like the backrooms are hoes
i do not identify as someone that goes to sleep early or finds video games boring
going to sleep early gives me brain dysphoria
not playing video games long enough gives me brain dysphoria
