Venting Every day is a bad day

I am so jealous of other boys my age. They get the aesthetic way better than I ever could in a way that puts me to shame.

I cant help but get extremely triggered by everything and lose complete control over my emotions during the day. I am a transtypal person that is extremely very very dysphoric over being so dramatic so irrational so vulnerable.

Strangers trigger me constantly. Being told "no worries" or "calm down" makes me want to cry. So does "everyone keeps their emotions to themselves in public but you let it all out".

Why do i feel negative emotions way more intensely during the day?

That's a good question. It could be that you're doing something different during the day, like interacting with people more.

It's also common for members to note feeling especially bad either during the day or at night. In traditional Chinese medicine, this has a specific meaning. Regardless of the cause, it's pretty clear that some people experience mood shift patterns in time of day, as well as by season.

Hugs 3nuf

I dunno take some accountability might be a start.

Seems like from all the stuff I have read from you it's like your treating your own mental state like some "get rich quick" scheme.

The magic bullet doesn't exist.