Dear all,
this forum has helped me a lot. It took me some time to get out of the depressions, the suicidal ideas, weakness, misuse of medication and alcohol - it was really a lot of work. I am more and more ok now and have the feeling, that I cannot contribute any longer - at least not helpful things you do not already know. I tend to repeat now what helped me - I think everybody knows its sport, music, travel, creativity and being human. I am turning the chapter now as it becomes a little like a drug to be online with you and to give comments.... All is more or less settled. Next week I leave Ziguinchor, will go back to Spain - and then it will take approx. 6 weeks of stress for my wife to arrive. I just have to pay. The biggest help was - to be very honest - believe. I read a lot in the Bible - and that was something that helped me change - apart from other things. So, sorry for the typos and the sometimes imperfect English - but it has become difficult, to always live with 4 languages as I have no other choice. Another thing is, that I spent enough time being sick - and this cannot continue. Because you forget to live. Years pass by, without you realizing it. Suddenly you are retired - and ask yourself: how much time is left? So I decided to life now.
All those, who helped me a lot - thank you very, very much. All those I could help: Great. Those who liked my music - it will always be on: https://www.youtube.com/@ES24chantal and will grow, if I make a new ones, which are worth it.
The future is now easy: 8 months a year in Spain, 3 months in Ziguinchor (Senegal) and 1 month vacation for paragliding somewhere far away (but on the seaside - for my wife). We will move - to a bigger town (but still small enough to walk from one end to the other) in October. I told here once, that I started with 35 years (birthday) to count backwards. I am now at 7 - and will really try to get the best out of it.
Thank you for all the help, encouragement, Zuspruch... as you wish.
And do not forget 2025 song:
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/sajp0KFIhw4
Bye. Survivorist.
this forum has helped me a lot. It took me some time to get out of the depressions, the suicidal ideas, weakness, misuse of medication and alcohol - it was really a lot of work. I am more and more ok now and have the feeling, that I cannot contribute any longer - at least not helpful things you do not already know. I tend to repeat now what helped me - I think everybody knows its sport, music, travel, creativity and being human. I am turning the chapter now as it becomes a little like a drug to be online with you and to give comments.... All is more or less settled. Next week I leave Ziguinchor, will go back to Spain - and then it will take approx. 6 weeks of stress for my wife to arrive. I just have to pay. The biggest help was - to be very honest - believe. I read a lot in the Bible - and that was something that helped me change - apart from other things. So, sorry for the typos and the sometimes imperfect English - but it has become difficult, to always live with 4 languages as I have no other choice. Another thing is, that I spent enough time being sick - and this cannot continue. Because you forget to live. Years pass by, without you realizing it. Suddenly you are retired - and ask yourself: how much time is left? So I decided to life now.
All those, who helped me a lot - thank you very, very much. All those I could help: Great. Those who liked my music - it will always be on: https://www.youtube.com/@ES24chantal and will grow, if I make a new ones, which are worth it.
The future is now easy: 8 months a year in Spain, 3 months in Ziguinchor (Senegal) and 1 month vacation for paragliding somewhere far away (but on the seaside - for my wife). We will move - to a bigger town (but still small enough to walk from one end to the other) in October. I told here once, that I started with 35 years (birthday) to count backwards. I am now at 7 - and will really try to get the best out of it.
Thank you for all the help, encouragement, Zuspruch... as you wish.
And do not forget 2025 song:
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/sajp0KFIhw4
Bye. Survivorist.
