The looking for job challenge is still more than I can take

Going for interview today, wish me luck...

Good Luck!
I hope you get the job!

well, it's not that easy.. testing in a couple of weeks, and I'm not sure if I'll pass it.

Well, I hope you do.
Prepare for it as best you can.

I'm sorry I can't be of any help.

I don't know... I just have this feeling, that nothing would help me anymore. I'm not young to work crazy shifts, and if not, I might not be able to pay enough for the rent.

If I wasn't like that.. looking for whatever position description, first thoughts always are: if I'll be a good fit, if there wouldn't be too many people wishing for that job, if it won't overload me too much. And then I skip a lot of positions. But where I do apply, it doesn't work.

It looks like I came down with gripp. It would explain my state yesterday. Thanks god it happened while I still have 3 months when I can live in this place, so I don't have to move anywhere.

Second day started with 38+, now +-. What I hate about cold though is that when I lie in the bed a lot, there always starting osteohondrosis and very unpleasant headaches. Dealing with them for 12 hours now ((

I believe in you

I'm just afraid that wasn't it the big mistake to emigrate when I'm already that late in my life, I'm 50, and emigrate to country where it is so difficult to find a job... At 50 - for me at least - may be it's not major health issues, but I have to spend time on something: I have to eat diet food, I can't survive on something junk/spicy already, I have to look out for osteohondrosis - I have to do morning exercises at least 5 times a week, or I'll be getting headaches. I have all these trauma and sensory overloading issues - ok, this is not age related, but it adds to the picture.

Most probably I won't be able to work like a healthy person full speed... and I afraid that it wouldn't be enough for me to survive here.