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Having a hard time with the will to survive
I'm holding in to my past and I don't know I don't even know why I'm posting
I'm beyond a point I never have or want to be
I hate feeling weak I know why I am like this I just this is
Me reaching out I know
I know you all are there for me I just am having a hard time feeling it maybe that's why I'm writing this
Feeling like nothing has changed over the years and I have jus been in a imaginary world pretending everything is fine
And here I am acknowledging nothing was ever fine
Fuck it I dunno anymore
My safe space
I'm just not yet ready to face what has been keeping me in this sad state
Maybe this eill
Pass and it's a moot subject yeah
One can hope yeah
I think it's good that you're posting on the forums again. You don't necessarily have to know the reasons why, hopefully something good will come out of it.
Having a hard time with the will to survive
I'm holding in to my past and I don't know I don't even know why I'm posting
I'm beyond a point I never have or want to be
I hate feeling weak I know why I am like this I just this is
Me reaching out I know
I know you all are there for me I just am having a hard time feeling it maybe that's why I'm writing this
Having a hard time with the will to survive
I'm holding in to my past and I don't know I don't even know why I'm posting
I'm beyond a point I never have or want to be
I hate feeling weak I know why I am like this I just this is
Me reaching out I know
I know you all are there for me I just am having a hard time feeling it maybe that's why I'm writing this
i am very sorry that you aren't feeling so good right now. even at my age and health issues i find ways to get some joy out of life. sometimes i have to really fight to keep my head above water but if i don't the remaing years would be horrible.
i do understand that sometimes no matter how hard we try we keep slipping back more and more with no end in sight. you are an intelligent person that is very kind and a great pet parent. when things start getting to you hug and play with your beautiful dog it does help. i hope you feel better soon, you deserve to be happy. anytime you want to talk feel free to use my inbox
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