It’s 6:48 am, and I am sitting here wondering what I need to do for myself. I can’t seem to get enough sleep. That’s explainable, but what’s not, is the fact that I can barely stay awake. This is a very new symptom, which has arrived with a rash that is spreading throughout my body. My mental health is also bad again, so this complicates my navigation and makes it feel impossible to know what to do about all of this. It’s all so confusing. I feel too tired to be able to feel overwhelmed, if that makes sense. And, too tired to make any decisions at all