Even though sometimes, people makes me feel that I'm unattractive, undesirable, or maybe "old", I've been starting to learn to appreciate more how I am the past 2 years since my partner's death. I'm glad and lucky to say that, I still feel that I look fairly young compared to other guys at my age. My hair, even if I'm starting to have a bit of those white hairs, is smooth, healthy and fairly straight. I love stroking it (that's how I normally "fix" it) and it is not stubborn as it's easy to fix. I feel now that it's the best that it's ever been in my life. My eyes are kinda big, I guess, but expressive. Me and my little daughter have the same eyes, and that's one of her features that people like about, or find cute in her. My face is also fairly smooth, I guess. I get pimples and stuff sometimes, but luckily, they don't last long before they are healed/gone, and the marks aren't too obvious.
My arms, while I'm not the muscular type of guy, is, the most favorite part of my late partner that she used to love putting/leaning her head into, or playfully squeezing them. I guess because they still look a bit firm and at the same, they are soft. My hands are, I think, feels soft and smooth to touch/hold for a guy. Sometimes, people tell me that they're kinda like holding a women's hands lol. I could say the same with my legs and feet. I think I like them more than my hands. I just like their shape and how they still feel smooth, as well. I'm perfectly fine with my height which is 5'7" which is considered tall, but not too tall, nor short here where I live.
I was lucky that for the whole 16 years that I was with and living with my partner, she never cheated on me and that she was extremely faithful and never looked into other men. I was only the man in her life (that time), and also that many people find my little daughter, cute and pretty. While I know and I'm aware of the fact that her mom (my partner) is stunningly beautiful, most of her features came from me. I guess that says a lot that I should probably appreciate myself and my appearance more.