I miss having the energy to stay up all night, sleep two hours, and face the day. I didn't need any prescription medication, I had 20/20 vision, etc. I was still suicidal but at least there was a possibility of improvement. Computers were in the science lab and that was where they belonged. No need for 24/7 access. There are good things about technology but if I could choose now or then, I'd choose then. The world seemed so much bigger and greater.