fuck you!!!!!!!!!!

well they wouldnt have 'seen' me hurt/kill myself... so whats the big deal... the only thing that would happen is that I'd stop posting...

Whoever they were, they obviously cared about you enough to keep you alive. I imagine your suffering, but your life is a one of a kind thing that this person, like most, valued.

So everyone knows.. yes it was me who called the police, I was very concerned, I did not go into my converesations with you Mel that day with the intentions of phoning the police, it was something I decided to do after we had talked.. you see I can handle a person saying 'I want to die' but when they say that they have just done something to kill themselves that is a whole different story.. I can understand the feelings of wanting to die, for I fight with those thoughts nearly daily.

Its okay Im not angry at u anymore. I just know now that when I do decide to do it I'll just do it...
I can say now that I'm going to do it and theres nothing anyone can do because I am not at my dads place and I am on the streets.
Thanks everyone 4 ur help but now I am going to be gone...
Bye
:badday: Melinda :badday:

Ultimately it is your decision.. just know that I do notice you not being around here, not in the chat.. I hope that you find something to strive towards.. oh and Happy new year, hopefully you will give this year a shot.