Killing myself because I'm not employable

I don't know what to say. All I know is that I ain't never find a job in my life.

There is nothing for me to do I guess. I can't just go out and find a job, and I don't know, but why wait for a miracle to happen when nothing is going to happen.

I'm sorry you're feeling this way.

Am I recalling correctly that you have a degree is logistics? I hope things can work out somehow.

Things aren't going to work out.

I still hope.

Don't give up!!!! Get a anti depressant but life is worth jt

Believe me this forum has seen me in the depths of despair before because I have been laid off a lot and it has taken a long time to get a new job. But a job or no job is not worth your life even though it feels like it would be better not to live. I know rejection is hard especially when it is constant and you desperately need a job. I have lived it. That’s when I contemplate suicide the most. But you are worth more than a job. Keep up the hard work something will happen.

Maybe you can work for friends

Voluntary development aid - its not paid, but you have shelter, food, insurance - and you are in another country. Saw lots of people do that.

That's a possibility.

But I don't know if I would be a good voluntary worker in other country if I'm not a good worker here.

Maybe.

But I don't have any friends.