Venting doesn't make sense

Ok so I was fired from that job that I had all those previous posts about. Basically for having a disability. They wouldn't make any accommodations so that I could increase the speed at which I processed my work.

I already found a new job and started last week. They said my performance was good. And I'm happy for that. They seem really nice too.

But I'm still feeling bad. I just wish all the bad thoughts would go away and I could be happy for once. Not thinking of suicide when I should be happy.

I'm glad you have a new job but I'm sorry that you're feeling bad.

Is the problem that your experience at your old job has left a bad taste in your mouth and you're not ready to let go of what happened there?

It's ok if you don't want to answer, I'm just trying to understand.

I hope you'll feel better soon.

It's just that I seem to get fired allot. For the same reason. I usually can't keep up the pace. It stresses me out I guess I'm just worried it will happen yet again. Even though they said not to worry about speed right now just accuracy.

I hope it will work out. It sounds like it's an improvement from your other job.