My brother persistently criticised me for being too "simlike" for years and it really fucking sticks. Even if he hadn't i still have a very very strong feeling Id be sim-averse anyway.
Everything that I didnt like didnt want to be didnt want others to associate me provoked a visceral feeling of disgust happened to be simlike, meanwhile the more non simlike something is the more identity euphoria it gives me (in a more general sense, not so much gendered). For example traits such as caring about and being affected by stuff, liking to eat food, amazon>>>>>>ebay, gender dimorphism, having a job or sleeping on a bedframe is considered simlike. but fundamentally what defines "simlike" in the first place is extremely vague other than "evidence reality is simulated" (hence i have overwhelming mind dysphoria from not dissociating). Whenever he commented on something that was s word and i was guilty of it myself, I didnt just feel called out I FELT HURT. VERY HURT.
Everything that I didnt like didnt want to be didnt want others to associate me provoked a visceral feeling of disgust happened to be simlike, meanwhile the more non simlike something is the more identity euphoria it gives me (in a more general sense, not so much gendered). For example traits such as caring about and being affected by stuff, liking to eat food, amazon>>>>>>ebay, gender dimorphism, having a job or sleeping on a bedframe is considered simlike. but fundamentally what defines "simlike" in the first place is extremely vague other than "evidence reality is simulated" (hence i have overwhelming mind dysphoria from not dissociating). Whenever he commented on something that was s word and i was guilty of it myself, I didnt just feel called out I FELT HURT. VERY HURT.
