I am just waking from the most real felt nightmare of my life. I was so freaking convinced that it was actually happening. I felt everything , my right eye is still paining.
This is actually crazy. There is plenty of sexual stuff that I will leave to put into details but it included all the places I know , like they all are connected to memories.
This is idk , it felt I teleported through time. That sounds crazy but I was living memories that I once had but I even didn't remember those memories any more because they aren't so important to me.
What is the most craziest part of this nightmare is me being stuck in past while trying to wake up from sleep. So , I am sleeping okay I wake up , I see that I am actually like 2-3 years behind while I do know I should be in August 2025
Then something traumatic happens and I go back to sleep and again the cycle repeats
Then at last , I have this huge cyst in my right eye and I can't open it no matter how hard I am trying
And my left eye is open and I am trying to get out of bed but I can't , I keep falling back
I can hear my mom talking on call again in past
I can see her with one eye some times she is gesturing me to get up
I keep trying , and I don't how or what I just wake up and the first thing I did was to check my phone calendar and yea I am back.
I know this sounds insane. This is so fucked.
I feel like I have been away forever yet not away at all , it's difficult to describe.
I am angry at my mom now , thinking was she on the call throughout me sleeping and because there is some science like RAM or whatever which I don't know of properly but I think it's basically that if a part of your brain is awake , you can have super realistic nightmares. So I am thinking did I had this nightmare because my mom was constantly talking so a part of my brain was awake idk
It was adventurous but very anxiety driven when I felt I was actually living it and at the last this weird cycle of me waking up in past and then something traumatic happening and I find myself waking up in past again.
This is actually crazy. There is plenty of sexual stuff that I will leave to put into details but it included all the places I know , like they all are connected to memories.
This is idk , it felt I teleported through time. That sounds crazy but I was living memories that I once had but I even didn't remember those memories any more because they aren't so important to me.
What is the most craziest part of this nightmare is me being stuck in past while trying to wake up from sleep. So , I am sleeping okay I wake up , I see that I am actually like 2-3 years behind while I do know I should be in August 2025
Then something traumatic happens and I go back to sleep and again the cycle repeats
Then at last , I have this huge cyst in my right eye and I can't open it no matter how hard I am trying
And my left eye is open and I am trying to get out of bed but I can't , I keep falling back
I can hear my mom talking on call again in past
I can see her with one eye some times she is gesturing me to get up
I keep trying , and I don't how or what I just wake up and the first thing I did was to check my phone calendar and yea I am back.
I know this sounds insane. This is so fucked.
I feel like I have been away forever yet not away at all , it's difficult to describe.
I am angry at my mom now , thinking was she on the call throughout me sleeping and because there is some science like RAM or whatever which I don't know of properly but I think it's basically that if a part of your brain is awake , you can have super realistic nightmares. So I am thinking did I had this nightmare because my mom was constantly talking so a part of my brain was awake idk
It was adventurous but very anxiety driven when I felt I was actually living it and at the last this weird cycle of me waking up in past and then something traumatic happening and I find myself waking up in past again.
