Empathy and Advice Welcomed URGENT URGENT URGENT trans typal ESFJ 4w3 that identifies as INTx 5w1

I identify as trans-typal.

My time was ruined when I looked on another forum and a moderator warned me about how the "non sensical" posts were disturbing others.

I was so called out.

impulsive, dramatic, hyper-emotional, makes things worse for themselves, overshares all the time without realising it
WORST POSSIBLE COMBINATION EVER

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE IM SO TRIGGERED I WANT PERSONALITY TYPE CHANGE SURGERY

I am like so type-dysphoric that every time i leave the house i am hypervigilant that all these strangers are gonna get my typenouns wrong, I ironically ESFJ tf out crying very loud so fucking ESFJ style very very veyr very ESFJ indeed because someone ESFJ'd me by commenting on how i forgotten to say thank you

I'm sorry this happened.

You've been through a lot, and other people may not realize that, or care enough, to give you the break that you deserve.