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Venting Strangers trigger me in public all the time :( I WANT BRAIN SURGERY TO MAKE ME EMOTIONLESS

3nufk1n.sheepies

autistic apoxian eastern european toker
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I'm upset because people don't validate my self-concept.

The word "emotion" makes me think of fuller cheeks

And I kind of changed my mind, thinking about how fun it would be to be high out and about but I guess it was too late.

I have to do something about the eviction notice. I'm running out of time, I'm so confused.

I got triggered by the bus driver reminding me to say "thank you" because I hate appearing overly aggressive, impulsive, visceral, (but also fat at the same time, but also very weak and vulnerable at the same time) driven pretty much entirely or almost entirely by emotions and sensation, not that I feel superior to the people that are actually that way. But the irony is that I feel guilty over caring so much about that.

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being a transgender male very dysphoric about being overly emotional is like being someone that has an eating disorder but is overweight at the same time, feeling deeply inferior to thinner folk

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My brother was my lifeline, my soulmate, my "support system" (simulataneously extremely ashamed to be so clingy towards him, very very very ashamed indeed, because i identify as trans typal).

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why does my therapist speak to me in such a weird way?
 

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