The looking for job challenge is still more than I can take

There are several things I would have to tell about it, but I kind of feel, I need a topic here for it all.

It'll probably will take time for infodump.

Maybe one of the short versions is: I am really suffering from PTSD from my previous jobs, where I worked with ADHD not knowing that it was ADHD, constantly with executive dysfunction, constantly in fear of getting repercussions for the work not done because of executive dysfunction, and eventually of burning out - and I did burn out on my two last jobs. Right now it is very difficult for me to continue sending CVs anywhere... because there are a lot of thoughts involved about what it may be eventually...

Time's running out, it's about 2 months before I should have a good financial solution about how I should live further, and where I should find the money to buy food, and I don't know what to do.

What is your country's situation with social security/unemployment benefits?

For some the same reasons.. adhd, (I had bullying too because they think im dumb), executive dysfunction, bad performance..and burnout. I quit....

I wrote in another thread that I am (probably suppressing but) panicking about my future. Have to say, that it really comes in my dreams. Over the course of the day I'm doing something, considering some possibilities - which are more bleak and bleak day after day, but I don't want to think about it. And about 3 or 4 hours after I go to sleep I wake up from nightmares. It actually a pattern, that with some breaks actually repeats almost all of the 2 years that I'm living here, in Argentina.

2 years in Argentina is pretty good! I would also like to visit Lionel Messi's homeland one day

I feel for you, really. it's good that I wasn't bullied at jobs at least. While some of the managing situations might not have been that pleasant, I don't think what I had really could be classified as bullying. But yeah, dysfunction, burnout and quitting was how my 2 last jobs ended.. and the 3rd last now that I think about it - but at that one I was really dissatisfied with the salary as well, so it was one of the reasons as well.

I should say following, though... looking for clues for what to do with looking for job and adhd, I've ran into this maillist: https://www.pathfinder.coach/imperfectionist - and it helps a bit with this. It's just like I feel it's not enough for me right now, but he has some important clues about it. One take that is to take from that, is that with adhd you tend to fear or to overestimate how this or that job wouldn't suit you, and that would prevent you from applying/connecting/sending CV etc. I know this, I am struggling with this as hell, but at least I keep that in mind. Sometimes you'd have just to try to apply even if you don't feel like you're suitable for that, because this could be just negative overestimation.

Another take he's trying to make is that ADHD and job search can become a lot about the flow. Traditional job searching methods wouldn't work in this situation, it's more about trying to connect with job offers on the topics that would really excite, possibly even provoke hyperfocus, talk to people about jobs rather then trying directly to sell oneself, make the job search a campaign.

It's actually one of the reasons I am writing all these here, sometimes, with or even without answers, after all this I feel like I can do something more fruitful regarding actual job hunt.

The country of really friendly but sometimes cunny people. But I was only able to live here that long, because my friend gave me a place to live. And now this time is running out.

I've been told before that when they post all those jobs, the requirements are more like a wishlist.

Perhaps the housing problem is one of the biggest problems everywhere