this identity is golded for me
unable to interact with others (verbally at least).
writes very briefly, not full sentences and paragraphs.
blank vacant stare. does not respond when spoken ton.
should they speak, they have a monotone expressionless kind of voice.
doesn't notice much of their surroundings.
independently generated logic, compartmentalises everything.
slow to react.
nonchalant, apathetic, unbothered.
deals with low self-esteem by self-concealment rather than self-disclosure.
doesn't eat or sleep (much).
does drugs.
dissociative disorders. thinks reality is a dream.
open-minded, non-judgmental, broad perspectives.
detached, "nothing matters".
rebellious.
quick wit.
uses bot-generated internet as minimally as possible. physical hobbies like skateboarding, art, maths, books, video games, horror, and old technology.
the more my behaviour differs from that.
the more people treat or perceive me like the opposite of that.
the more suicidal i feel.
people speaking like they think reality is fake is triggering.
being told "no worries" is triggering
others more intellectual, creative, apathetic, athletic or successful than i am is triggering.
people registering me as someone that gets sexually objectified, labelled an attention seeker and screams high pitched and panics easily is VIOLATING
i dont want to speak to anyone ever again because of type dysphoria.
every time i engage with everyone my typenouns are insulted.
but i do it anyway (internet out of venting, real life for responsibilities)
but i do it anyway. because of IMPULSE. my own involuntary actions give my type dysphoria.
unable to interact with others (verbally at least).
writes very briefly, not full sentences and paragraphs.
blank vacant stare. does not respond when spoken ton.
should they speak, they have a monotone expressionless kind of voice.
doesn't notice much of their surroundings.
independently generated logic, compartmentalises everything.
slow to react.
nonchalant, apathetic, unbothered.
deals with low self-esteem by self-concealment rather than self-disclosure.
doesn't eat or sleep (much).
does drugs.
dissociative disorders. thinks reality is a dream.
open-minded, non-judgmental, broad perspectives.
detached, "nothing matters".
rebellious.
quick wit.
uses bot-generated internet as minimally as possible. physical hobbies like skateboarding, art, maths, books, video games, horror, and old technology.
the more my behaviour differs from that.
the more people treat or perceive me like the opposite of that.
the more suicidal i feel.
people speaking like they think reality is fake is triggering.
being told "no worries" is triggering
others more intellectual, creative, apathetic, athletic or successful than i am is triggering.
people registering me as someone that gets sexually objectified, labelled an attention seeker and screams high pitched and panics easily is VIOLATING
i dont want to speak to anyone ever again because of type dysphoria.
every time i engage with everyone my typenouns are insulted.
but i do it anyway (internet out of venting, real life for responsibilities)
but i do it anyway. because of IMPULSE. my own involuntary actions give my type dysphoria.
