Relative died very suddenly..

I was reliant on him and feel completely lost without him. He died so unexpectedly. I don't feel able to go on without him. I've lost all hope.

I'm sorry that this happened. It's especially hard to lose a loved one when it's unexpected.

You're welcome to say more about him and what happened if you'd like to.

Hugs

I'm sorry for your loss,
I'm glad you're here

Thanks @may71 and @1Lefty .

He died alone, he was not that old. I just wish I had been there. I still wonder if I could have helped him, saved him, but people have told me he probably died fast. Even if I'd been there, I'd have had to got him to hospital very fast. It probably wouldn't have been fast enough. I hate the fact he was all alone. I hate that he must have been in horrendous pain, and incapable to do anything about it. It was natural causes and could've been prevented. But he didn't like going to the doctor. It's not fair. He was too young to die. And I'm left feeling lost without him. I have relatives who have been helping me. They are amazing. It's just not the same without him though. I loved him so much. I miss him so much.

I'm so sorry,
I can understand feeling lost, and missing him, I can tell you loved him
I hope you'll find comfort and support here

So very sorry for your loss...please know that you are not alone ... sending you heartfelt s.

Sorry to hear of your loss...

I'm sorry for your loss. I'm sure he was a good man.

Thanks everyone. Today has been a bit better. I've been crying a lot. Today I am listening to music and it's helping a bit 👍

Hugs MagickLynx

Anything that helps you through is a good thing and a positive. I am glad that it is helping and that today has been better.

I'm sorry to hear of the loss of this person so dear and close to you.

So sorry to hear of your loss. May you cherish the memories you made together.

The only person I want to see is my dad. I miss him every single day. I can't stand living without him, knowing I can never see him or hear from him again.

I'm so sorry you're dealing with this. Have you had any bereavement counselling? I'm not suggesting that's a solution, just wondering about the support around you. Grief is really hard. You're welcome to talk about him if you'd like.

I did, it doesn't seem to have helped because when I done it, I was in denial.

I can understand that. It sounds like a devastating loss and will take time to process. Do you want to talk more about it?

What I already typed covers it. I can't stand being here, living without him.

Really sorry to hear that.
Do you have any crisis plans? Could you go to anywhere that could keep you safe? Anything that helps you?

I really want you to survive this and I don't know you at all. No idea if that's helpful but I would urge you to call out to someone if you're not safe and you have our ear here.