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Doing the right thing is so hard when you're paralysed and hopeless.
I curse easily.
I am an extremist I mean that's what people say atleast.
I don't want to explain and be disappointed

Can you comfort me without asking what's going on ?

I am gonna say it because it's blowing off
My parents are abusive , abuse is so common all around me. It's not a big deal. That's the kind of response I get or maybe because it's so subtle or maybe I am ungrateful and the wrong one

Religious trauma , heard it a few days ago. Yea I have it , go through it very often.

I wish healthcare was free but I understand why that wouldn't work.

Everyone puts me on a pedestal then leaves.
I curse very often , I think about killing people , I feel like a hypocrite which I hate I hate hypocrisy

Doing the right thing is so tough. My body gives up. I feel no energy

I can't be more vulnerable this is tough enough already

I think it's natural to have negative thoughts when you're dealing with a lot of abuse or stress. Please be gentle with yourself.

Sending hugs if you would like hugs

Thankyou I appreciate it , hugs are okay.

Hope things get better for you.

Thankyou I appreciate it

Sending comfort, virtually, and a hug. @Congratsbaby I hope things change for the better for you, that you find a way to be free of abuse. Nobody should ever abuse you.
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Thankyou so much this means a lot.. sometimes I feel I deserve all the bad things but maybe I don't deserve it. Well nonetheless I am grateful for all the kindness

Nobody deserves abuse and the bad things that come from it. Pain is not something that should be what you or others experience or even expect from others.

I see what you're talking about but I wonder if I abuse some of my family members as well and if that is the case then what happens to me feels like karma. Or okay yes they brought me in the world and I do whatever I do because that's all I truly can do in order to protect myself. I am not sure still if that makes it okay