I want to die

I feel terrible.
I seriously feel like killing myself. I don't want to be here anymore. I don't want another day to come. I don't want to be me anymore. I'm fed up with myself and my weakness. Whenever a challenging situation comes my way, I always want to run away and not suffer. I can't keep living like this. What's the point of living if I can't face anything? I don't want to go on like this. I can't anymore. I can't face life. I'm so scared and so tired.
I don't know what I'm going to do. I don't want to live this long. I won't accomplish anything.
I'm a piece of shit, and I'm ashamed to repay my parents like this.
I want to kill myself right now. I'm thinking of ways to do it, but I'm really worried about my parents. I'm even worried about what other people will think.
I don't want to suffer anymore. I don't want anything anymore.
I really pray to God to let me leave this world.
Today at my part-time job, I had a problem with a woman, and although it wasn't that serious, it triggered the tears to keep coming back. It was so embarrassing. I still can't stop crying.
I'm even embarrassed to come here again and again, but I don't know who else to turn to.
I don't want to bother my parents and the few friends I have anymore.
I'm a fucking piece of shit. I don't like anything. Everything scares me. I have no motivation or passion for anything. I don't know what I want.

Sorry your feeling like this. I wanted to reply with some kind of heart felt advice but im struggling myself today and feel a bit like you do.

I just wanted to say, id read your post and acknowledge your pain and distress. Hope your okay.

No you're not. You're just a good person who is struggling with life, just like a lot of other people are.

Please be gentle with yourself.
Lots of members are here for years and years. It's great if someone just gets better and then doesn't need SF anymore, but there's nothing bad about being part of the SF community. If being here helps, please be here as much as you want.

Hugs Vanillabunny

Thank you for taking the time to read. I'm sorry you're also going through a difficult time.
I'm sending you a hug if you're comfortable with that, and I hope things go more softly with you.

It frustrates me to be so cowardly and want to run away from everything.
I try to be kind to myself, but I really hate myself.
Thank you for always taking the time to read and be a support to the people here.
I really appreciate it and send you a hug.

You're welcome!

I feel so scared.
I can't go on like this anymore. I don't want to go on like this anymore.
I need to disappear.

Usually there's a better way out than a suicide attempt. I hope we can help you get through this.

Sending more hugs

Maybe it's not the best solution but I don't know what to do anymore, I'm lost.
I can't find where to go anymore, I started school and now I think that maybe it wasn't the best decision, I don't like anything and everything scares me.
How am I going to live like this? I'm already fed up with myself and I'm scared that I'll also make my family fed up and that they won't try it with me anymore.
The future looks terrifying, I think I no longer have a solution, my brain is damaged and no matter how much medication I take and how much therapy, I will never be able to be well.

Dont do anything we are right here please talk to us and a threpist

If you need time to rethink what to do, or to focus on your health and well being, leaving school for a while might be a good thing.

That's a fear you have, but you don't know that. Convincing yourself that a fear you have is the truth only makes things harder.

Changing how you see things may be hard, and easier said than done, but I hope that will be possible for you.

Sending hugs

Thank you