i tried watching shrek 2. but i couldn't. the romance bit at the beginning was particularly triggering. so was the king and queen scene, or Fairy godmothers voice. so i turned it off. and i feel brain-dysphoric about trauma dumping to the internet and all of my curiosities are emotion-based as opposed to leisurely, non-internet hobbies.
typese is my language. i think about typology all of the time, it's my way of understanding people. any kind of nuances in human personality, behaviour or thought i translate into typese.
i do not typedentify as enneagram two. i do NOT want to be registered by others as someone obsessed with dating and relationships more than other stuff. i want to present at the opposite. hence i was TRAUMATISED by "get a boyfriend" comment.
i find "don't worry about what other people think, do whatever makes you feel happy" offensive as a transtypal person. because my ideal self is, like i said, NOT enneagram two.
another offensive bit of "advice" is "don't care about what complete strangers think of you" because i do not type-dentify as someone very attention-seeking performative image-obsessed and obsessed with being famous
I FEEL SEVERE BRAIN DYSPHORIA ALL OF THE TIME. IT IS TRIGGERED WHENEVER I GO OUTSIDE.
I MUST BE PALE I MUST BE SKINNY CLOTHES MUST DRAPE OFF MY FRAME
I MUST USE LANGUGAE IN A DETACHED, MINIMALISTIC KINDA WAY
it gives me immense uphoria
the more i am the opposite, the more i feel suicidal
for example an INFP 4w3 identifying transtypal person dresses like an INFP has INFP room etc, gets upset whenever anyone out-INFP's them, or whenever they behave/present in a very un-INFP way. they would want to undergo procedures to INFP 4w3 ify their brain to alleviate feelings of brain dysphoria. the same could apply to any other kind of typology - ENTJ, ESTP, SLE, so2, sx6, so6, FVLE, etc
typese is my language. i think about typology all of the time, it's my way of understanding people. any kind of nuances in human personality, behaviour or thought i translate into typese.
i do not typedentify as enneagram two. i do NOT want to be registered by others as someone obsessed with dating and relationships more than other stuff. i want to present at the opposite. hence i was TRAUMATISED by "get a boyfriend" comment.
i find "don't worry about what other people think, do whatever makes you feel happy" offensive as a transtypal person. because my ideal self is, like i said, NOT enneagram two.
another offensive bit of "advice" is "don't care about what complete strangers think of you" because i do not type-dentify as someone very attention-seeking performative image-obsessed and obsessed with being famous
I FEEL SEVERE BRAIN DYSPHORIA ALL OF THE TIME. IT IS TRIGGERED WHENEVER I GO OUTSIDE.
I MUST BE PALE I MUST BE SKINNY CLOTHES MUST DRAPE OFF MY FRAME
I MUST USE LANGUGAE IN A DETACHED, MINIMALISTIC KINDA WAY
it gives me immense uphoria
the more i am the opposite, the more i feel suicidal
for example an INFP 4w3 identifying transtypal person dresses like an INFP has INFP room etc, gets upset whenever anyone out-INFP's them, or whenever they behave/present in a very un-INFP way. they would want to undergo procedures to INFP 4w3 ify their brain to alleviate feelings of brain dysphoria. the same could apply to any other kind of typology - ENTJ, ESTP, SLE, so2, sx6, so6, FVLE, etc
