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dysphoria about being too irrational

3nufk1n.sheepies

autistic apoxian eastern european toker
#1
i found this dysphoric. text messages supposed to be advice
"You can’t blame people for misgendering you if they don’t know you. everyone in society does not know you"

i hate how my brain is, on an intense visceral level. it is not ideal self enough. something about it that doesnt make me feel like its ideal self enough, such a self image too low too function, but idk what it even is to begin with

what makes it dysphoric is
i dont want to be the kind of person that wants everyone in the entire world to know them
nor do i want to be someone that lacks their own subjective logic
 
#2
I'm sorry this happened.

Do you feel like it's possible that your ideal and actual self images could align enough that you would feel no or at least less disphoria?
 

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