transtypal dysphoria is always on my mind, it disrupts my sleep, i cant concentrate on hobbies, there is nothing i can do about it
i cant get over what happened on the bus
i got gridlocked by young people. loads of them. a very long looking kid said to me "are you okay?" over and over again with an annoying tone of voice. then he called me a woman and I was so upset. i asked him if he recognised me and he said he did.
in hindsight the last bit, what if he was LYING when he said he recognised me? meaning that he perceives me as someone that is desperate to be noticed and appear special, the most dysphoric typology possible?
i cant help but involuntary behave in ways that invalidate my typedentity. such as dressing a certain way, or my tone of voice
the only solutions i can think of is pills. thats the only thing i can think of that kills the voices and numbs the pain. all those solutions do nothing
i am so dependent on the external environment. THAT GIVES ME BRAIN DYSPHORIA
i cant get over what happened on the bus
i got gridlocked by young people. loads of them. a very long looking kid said to me "are you okay?" over and over again with an annoying tone of voice. then he called me a woman and I was so upset. i asked him if he recognised me and he said he did.
in hindsight the last bit, what if he was LYING when he said he recognised me? meaning that he perceives me as someone that is desperate to be noticed and appear special, the most dysphoric typology possible?
i cant help but involuntary behave in ways that invalidate my typedentity. such as dressing a certain way, or my tone of voice
the only solutions i can think of is pills. thats the only thing i can think of that kills the voices and numbs the pain. all those solutions do nothing
i am so dependent on the external environment. THAT GIVES ME BRAIN DYSPHORIA