I find it triggering how in the co op a group of people did not realise a queue was next to them. and also how the cashier served me two packs of cigarettes without me asking.
i cant help but observe people. all kinds of people make me realise how the ILI LII E5 trope isn't necessarily ultimate king.
I was thinking
youre supposed to be entirely authentic because caring too much about how others view you is humiliating and irrational. Shame is shameful.
the older I get the less I obsess over typology. No wonder I felt like an idiot by obsessing over it and taking it too seriously (I find it shameful to take anything too seriously).
having my typedentity invalidated - via my behaviour, how others view and treat me, and others exhibiting traits I wanted in myself more than I do - is as violating as how a transgender person would feel if they get misgendered.
and now I am triggered even more because of something in my browsing history I dont remember searching, a live music bar. And ive also found chinese takeaway and beauty salons on google maps that I dont remember looking at. Someone is logging into my account and my typenouns are hurt.
i cant help but observe people. all kinds of people make me realise how the ILI LII E5 trope isn't necessarily ultimate king.
I was thinking
youre supposed to be entirely authentic because caring too much about how others view you is humiliating and irrational. Shame is shameful.
the older I get the less I obsess over typology. No wonder I felt like an idiot by obsessing over it and taking it too seriously (I find it shameful to take anything too seriously).
having my typedentity invalidated - via my behaviour, how others view and treat me, and others exhibiting traits I wanted in myself more than I do - is as violating as how a transgender person would feel if they get misgendered.
and now I am triggered even more because of something in my browsing history I dont remember searching, a live music bar. And ive also found chinese takeaway and beauty salons on google maps that I dont remember looking at. Someone is logging into my account and my typenouns are hurt.
Hopefully you will figure it out @ someone logging into your account