Physical pain and no help

My whole face hurts so bad right now. And my eye won't stop twitching. My eyes get squished. I don't know how to get treatment. I've tried and nobody cared. I don't know what choices to make to get treatment or what to do first. I have lots of ideas but no plan. (Not sicideplan but treamentplan. Or plan for gathering the right journalnotes. Although I'm thinking a lot about kms. Especially today) What's even worse is that everyone hates me now. So everything is pointless. I don't even feel like I can die in peace

I'm sorry you're going through this, it sounds awful.

Do you want advice about treatment? It's ok if you don't, I just thought I'd check before offering any advice.

Do you want to say why?
Do you want to say what you've tried?

It's ok if you don't want suggestions. I'm sorry this is happening.

Can you go to a doctor we are here for you too. Don't give up we care