Maybe you'll know why I can't write this on paper or utter it from my mouth. Please, I'll pray day and night. Somebody please kill me, I'm weak enough, it'll be easy. I'm sorry I'm still living, whenever I try to die, I fail, I'm sorry. I know they resent me for trying to reach out. I don't have anywhere else to go. Death is the only escape.
God, please just kill me
- Thread starter Mimino
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It's too soon for you to give up, you're too young to die.
Here's one of the ways I survived being young (I'm 72 years old now)......I made the decision to hold off killing myself for five years.
If I still hated my life I could always kill myself then.
Five years later I still wasn't happy, but I wasn't anywhere as desperate either.......my life was better. So I gave myself another five years.
By the time those five years were over I had forgotten all about suicide.........I had been getting busy living instead......things weren't all that good, but they were good enough.
Now, fifty years later? I'm really glad I didn't jump off that ledge.
I really wish for you to find some doable, achievable reason to keep living.
Here's one of the ways I survived being young (I'm 72 years old now)......I made the decision to hold off killing myself for five years.
If I still hated my life I could always kill myself then.
Five years later I still wasn't happy, but I wasn't anywhere as desperate either.......my life was better. So I gave myself another five years.
By the time those five years were over I had forgotten all about suicide.........I had been getting busy living instead......things weren't all that good, but they were good enough.
Now, fifty years later? I'm really glad I didn't jump off that ledge.
I really wish for you to find some doable, achievable reason to keep living.
I very much understand your condition. It's a difficult condition. Try doing something you enjoy. If you're dead, you can't enjoy yourself anymore, can you?
I also have a problem with enjoying life, but I try to find something. For example, I like to communicate on this forum. It's enjoyable. There are good people here.
I also have a problem with enjoying life, but I try to find something. For example, I like to communicate on this forum. It's enjoyable. There are good people here.
I have just read a very interesting article. Maybe you will like it too.
https://www.suicideforum.com/2017/01/05/i-hate-my-life-is-suicide-the-answer/
https://www.suicideforum.com/2017/01/05/i-hate-my-life-is-suicide-the-answer/
