NPD mom is at it again

Oh great, here's me making another thread about my NPD mom.

Seriously, my mental health has improved so much, but today my mom just got back from her trip and she’s “tired” so of course she’s in a bad mood. I haven’t cried in so long now I’m crying again. Well as i told you before, she just got back from her trip, tired and in a bad mood. She’s lashing out for no reason. When she saw my dad laying down on the couch when she came home she’s like “why the hell are you always doing that when i come home? Why don’t you just move the bedroom to the freaking living room then?” Then she saw me sitting on my computer, minding my own business, and she said “oh I didn’t see you there, it’s because you always wear dark clothes”. Then she told me to lock the front door and said “seems like no one ever locks the door when I’m not home” (taking pride in always being the most responsible one in the house). Then she lost her fucking phone and screaming telling everyone to help her. I can’t fucking do this shit. Just because she’s in a bad mood she’s taking all of us down with her. Seriously, fuck her. I don't think I will ever forgive her. I don't think she ever feels guilty about her behaviour. I want to get away from her. Oh, and she’s throwing shit now for no reason. Great, I’m watching her acting like a lunatic person. Not crazy at all. I hate her so much. I swear I will move so far away from her and if I ever have a family of my own I am not letting her see my kids because I don’t want to get them traumatized. She’s such an asshole and she only cares about herself. Fuck her

I'm sorry your mom is making life so difficult. I hope things can get better soon.

One thought that makes me feel better about those kinds of people is that they are barely conscious about how annoying they are.

They want to feel like someone is giving them attention, so not giving them attention makes them feel worse than you probably feel like when they rant about stuff.

If she loves you, then hurting you is that worse thing that she could do.

Make methodical and realistic plans to move out.......have a place set up for yourself with enough of your belongings discreetly relocated there so that when you announce your departure, it's just a matter of making an exit. Maybe announce your departure after you've already exited in a quiet way........