Im making progress with my job, I need your support😸

So as always I love working in education fields, as a start I teach kids art to make sure their motor skills are working but after three years, I took a break due to personal issues and my heallth went down, I even didnt make it through my last year probation at one reputable company other than dealing conflict with my employer. Anyway, Im glad I didnt continue with them. Reputable doesnt mean is always good so I focus on my health in between applying for back jobs short term contract work at warehouse where Im always at the lowest, I really like it, it helps with my adhd. My jobs do help woth my adhd cause I took jobs that require to be active at work like a no bound desk jon to keep me engaged and alert.So after my recent discharge Dec 24’, I applied for AVSO to work at airport and surprisingly I got it so Im really happy I got a financial stability for myself.

AVSO. Im really happy I got financial stability for myself, the job is pretty chill for newbie with 1 year training. I just hate the time I had to work 7.30AM-7.30PM but it got off days and job is chill. I like how I got permenant day shift on rotation, so I can go on my medical appointment on off days. My training starts 10/2, I’m really happy my pre existing condition isnt that serious as I got approved during health check for work.

Only down side some aunty and uncle tend to put. e down by saying job is difficult and compare me with seniors.🙄

I mean I follow contract “just after training, I only be in an office checking illegal items through xray baggages screening at airport. no night shift.” whats so hard about that, ugh. just because im transitioning to full time in a long time, the oldies are concern abt my well being. Better than working Mon- Friday though.

If I wanna continue education, I have to take up a course which can wait anyway.

You guys get it?😸

Primary careers: Education
Back up careers: Warehouse/AVSO

Maybe it'll be an interesting change for you @HappyKitty ? Best of luck with it, and with the training.

Thanks you, I just feel I'm one of those insecurities where I came from a place full of competitive people who thinks they deserve to be treated/respect via their status when everyone deserve to be treated well whatever it is, just loss a lot of humanity when people holding up pride. I just feel I shouldn't be ashamed working as an AVSO or so, we all get paycheck don't we? I just feel those that are boostful of their achievements in a way trying to put other people down and using comparison as a way to express themsevles is much more shameful. Its quite a toxic cycle from being critical to discriminative.

Its more of a warning: Just cause we have mental health issues, we are fixated at the bottom....And not deserving or capable of overcoming any sorts of challenges. I just hate people who view you any less, validating ourselves is key. 🥺

Good luck with your new job Kitty. There's no shame in it. It sounds good for you where you can have time off to go to your appointments.

good point yea, thats the good thing.
dont let anyone ruined your happiness😸
our lives is always on edge enough, we deserve our hard work.

This sounds like something overall that will be god for you. And a job is less difficult when you enjoy it. Take what others say with a grain of salt. They may be saying it out of love n concern, however you know what you need right now. Keep going for that.

The best to you with the new job and I do agree doing what you will like enough to want to do is so important. Without that satisfaction in what you are doing any job is nothing but drudgery.