Back in the summer of 2005 I was very suicidal. I was online looking up methods, and found the link to SF so I came here. I was exhausted, depressed, and ready to leave this world. I posted my feelings here and within a short time I got responses, messages of support and hope. I felt encouraged and wasn't thinking of killing myself, at least, for now. I came back every day, posting and reading, and gradually the feeling of hopelessness began to fade. I got to know the members here and made some friends. I honestly think that SF saved my life that night. I will always be grateful for the support I found here that made me feel better about myself and my place in the world. I haven't visited for at least a year, but wanted to come by and give my message of hope, and my gratitude to the members here who helped me when I was so desperate. I will always be grateful.




