sorry its been so long

sorry its been so long.october the twenth was the twenth anniversary of my baby girls passing she would have been 24. it breaks my heard everytime because i know the final decision lied in my hand and mine alone.i i had no one so yes i blame myself so very much. All the what if and what could have been done differentlty.. im just lost right now

Just take all the time you need for yourself and your well being. It is always sad to remember family passing, but do what is best for you. Hopefully we will be able to offer and lend some good advice that may help you find a good way that you need.

hugs