Hey everyone, I was active on this forum around November of last year when I was seriously contemplating self harm and suicide. I was not in a good place mentally. Now I am doing significantly better with the help of therapy and medication and I actually want to continue living now. I advise you all to seek help because depression really skews your thinking in unimaginable ways. It will change your life. If you have any questions please let me know and I would be happy to help. Still dealing with OCD but now I have the motivation to seek help and get better. Hang in there guys!