Hmm, two sides to it - at least you know what happened, you were involved and you can feel. I understand that you miss him (of course - who would not). I do not even know if my sister is still alive. The last email I sent is 14 months ago - and I sent one this week. No answer. I checked the phone-book in Germany - she does not even appear any longer. Means - during all my life I was ignored by my sister (except for maybe 5 years - when I paid everything, when on visit), Now I live in another country and have no clue what happened and really would like to know. Live can be hard as steel - I know that. People can be so hard, egoistic, self-loving, materialistic... just amazing. Is it so difficult to answer a really nice, friendly email? Even inviting them to visit me (with her husband)? I do not get it.