Hii, im Flan
(what a good nickname that is)I found this place by "chance" (something like that ok) There's not much to say, just another teenager who sometimes feels bad. Although lately thoughts about you know, have crossed my mind and the truth is I don't like feeling that way (That was a very stupid thing to say because I mean, who likes to be like that?) And welI- feel tired, I want to do many things but I simply don't have the strength or desire, I know I can improve but it's as if I didn't even do my part to "be better". Ah, life is funny sometimes, isn't it?.
btw: I love the emoticons they have in this place T_T💗
(what a good nickname that is)I found this place by "chance" (something like that ok) There's not much to say, just another teenager who sometimes feels bad. Although lately thoughts about you know, have crossed my mind and the truth is I don't like feeling that way (That was a very stupid thing to say because I mean, who likes to be like that?) And welI- feel tired, I want to do many things but I simply don't have the strength or desire, I know I can improve but it's as if I didn't even do my part to "be better". Ah, life is funny sometimes, isn't it?.btw: I love the emoticons they have in this place T_T💗
I think teenage years for more than just some, are some of the toughest they will encounter, or go through in their whole entire lives. So don't feel too badly, or as in you're alone, in any way shape or form. There may not be that many of them around here, right now, as in actively being engaged & all. . . though I truly don't know the representation? Perhaps there are other better mediums, or outlets, socials, reddits, etc cet it'z 
(just joking, as you can see I am terrible with technology!). But so just because you don't see a ton of them around, or that many who may be of similar or like age to you, that doesn't mean that they might not be here, and just not posting or getting involved. Sometimes people just like or prefer to watch, observe, and read. For that is what, or the way in which, helps them best. So whatever works for you! And also, a lot of people, others across all different age ranges will just do the same here without ever even registering an account. As many parts or portions of the forum are available to the general public, without having to make an account, and all of that good stuff. So it can be deceiving, at times, just how many people are paying attention to, and in need of some kind of support or another. And which brings me to a question I'd had as to whether you've ever disclosed or told this problems or troubles you've been having with these kinds of thoughts to others? Family members? Doctors? Etc. Because, in case you aren't already aware there is help and care out there that is available to you. That might make you feel better. It's scary to ask for anyone. But especially your first time approaching the subject, as it is a revealing of sorts on your own accord. A showing of your cards to everyone else, that is. There's never any guarantees, that it will work for you. But you don't know until you try! Ha. 
. Pero supongo que estaré bien, eso espero y aunque llevo mucho tiempo diciéndome que lo conseguiré salir de esta etapa, eso es solo cuestión de “tiempo” pero ¿es cierto? porque me siento así desde los 10 años y ahora tengo 14 (siento que he estado perdiendo el tiempo, mi adolescencia se derrama sobre mis manos y solo me quedo mirando jajaja) Siento que de alguna manera nadie puede salir completamente de este tipo de sentimientos, ¿verdad? De todos modos, gracias por tomarse el tiempo de responder 💗
