I feel like the thing that hurts me the most is how badly I've been treated and the words people have said to me. I've been told to just forget about it but I know it's not normal to be treated in the way that I have. I feel like I'm such an easy target wherever I go and tbh I don't know why that is. I generally feel so lost and hopeless. I'm dreading going back to uni next year because I just feel so down right now. Don't know what to do or how I'm going to cope. Just want to end it all.