End of semester musings

Today i finished my last exam, and afterwards i met up with my language exchange partner to say goodbye since im leaving spain next week. We met up with another girl i knew too because that girl knew my langauge exchange partner. i thought i knew that other girl fairly well , but during out meeting she was abit cold towards me. i dont know. maybe i over-assumed our friendship? also, even though i had met up individually with the other girls more than they had met up with each other, they seemed more interestsed in talking to each other instead of with me. i guess im just boring. my langauge exchange partner asked the other girl if she liked spain, but she didnt like me, even though i was studying here too.

i felt left out during the entire meeting, but i just kept telling msyelf it would be over soon and its fine. buut i was no fine. iw as upset. and now that i am home alone and there is time to think i cant help but think about how i was the odd one out today. and i hate it. i hate it i hate it i hate it. i hate acting normal just for hte sake of it. but its required. i tried to chat with my language exchange partner but she kept bringing the conversation back to the other girl with us. she never did that for me. i feel negative and i feel down


i feel a bit surreal that ive finished exams. didnt seem thaht long ago that it was last sunday. and now its wednesday. i hope i passed todays exam. i think it went okay but the lecterer is very strict so im not sure i passed. we'll see

Good luck with your exams, Bubble, hope you passed them

Hey bubbles... I’m sorry you felt left out.

Sending hugs and best wishes for you results.

Sending hugs bubbly.
I'm sorry that happened
When are you going home?